Determined.

Hey kids. It has been one hell of a weekend, let me tell you what. I think I’ve kicked the plague, I cleaned and reorganized the kitchen, reconnected with someone important to me, didn’t read as much as I wanted, and slept more than I intended. It is what it is.

I’ve been experiencing a bit of cabin fever, I guess… Feeling a need to change everything, to start new everything, to do better at everything. Mental and emotional spring cleaning, was how I put it to a friend on the phone earlier tonight. I don’t know what’s “wrong,” per se, but I am not one to make one small change and see if it works – I need an all-out overhaul. So I’m doing it. I’ll probably slack off on most of the resolves by next weekend, but I know that right now, in this moment, I can’t take another day of being the me I have been for the past week, month, who knows how long.

The haircut was only the beginning, it seems.

Gratitude:

Music.

Friends.

Baseball season.

Inner strength.

The way I love. I’m good at it, dammit.